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Archive for November, 2008
My Zombie Weekend
Nov 24th
So, this weekend I was a total bum and I loved every minute of it. Nothing gets your mind off stressful events quite like playing some great games on XBOX LIVE. I’ve been spending some time on the gaymer.org and gaygamer.net forum sites and the game Left 4 Dead was mentioned quite a few times. So, after looking it up and finding out more about it I discovered that it was developed by Valve… my favorite game studio! They made The Orange Box which was fantastic even if it were to have only come with TF2 it would have still been just as awesome. Love that game. Anyways, Left 4 Dead is a zombie game. You can play single player mode with 3 other A.I. controlled players or play a 4 way co-op. It’s much more fun to play with your friends, of course. There’s also a versus component which you can play with friends as well or other online players through matchmaking. It’s frustrating to get people on your team who don’t have mics or who are in an XBOX LIVE party and haven’t left the party (I noticed if you’re playing a different game, the “game chat” feature is disabled until you leave the party). Otherwise it’s fantastic. It’s two teams of 4 vs. 4 alternating between survivors (humans) and special zombies. The survivors have to make it to the safe-room alive but to spice things up, the special zombies can attack out of nowhere. These zombies feature special abilities that can do a lot of damage or slow you down. My favorite character is the Boomer. The boomer is this uber-fat zombie with boiling puss bubbles under his skin who waddles around and throws up on the survivors. His bile is what attracts a horde of zombies which can really set back the other team. When he’s shot and killed he explodes and his guts are sent all over the place attracting the horde as well. He’s like a zombie-bomb. Amazing.
I have to say, the zombies are very well done. They’re crazed and when a horde comes at you it’s seriously like you’re in a movie. Some walls even break open to let more out and zombies can fall from the ventilation shaft. It’s creepy, scary and so much fun! I love playing as a special zombie and wish you could set it so that you are either a survivor or a zombie during the gameplay (not alternating between the two). I played for hours on end and met some great people along the way who friended me. The creepiest part I’ve played so far was in a cornfield. It was filled with fog and was just a giant ominous farmland. C-R-E-E-P-Y.
While the game can be knocked for not really having a story… the question is do we need one? No, not really. I don’t need to develop a sense of sympathy for any of the characters. I don’t need to get a backstory because it’s an intense game once you get going. Do you really need a motive to run for your life and save your fellow comrades from a horde of killer zombies? The answer is no, you don’t.
Deactivate
Nov 20th
Here’s part of the reason why I deactivated my facebook account (I found this after the fact).
Books, Games and More Books
Nov 17th
So, I’ve been down in the dumps a lot lately, mostly because I hate my temp job and I can’t find anything else. It’s very frustrating.
My previous employer combined my last two paychecks and sent one giant fat one in and I also received my first paycheck from my new job. All at once! It was a glorious weekend despite the bouts of sadness. So, during my lunch break on Friday, I went over to the mall and bought Haunted and Survivor by Chuck Palahniuk. Ugh, I love him. He’s amazing. He and I have inside jokes. He puts them in his novels for me. Just kidding. Or am I?
After work, I drove to Best Buy and picked up Gears of War 2. Shamefully, I must admit, I’ve never actually played the original Gears of War. Regardless, it’s a fantastic game and it kept me entertained all weekend long and I’m not even done playing! I also got in some Halo 3 game-play (I’m pretty rusty).
Today I went back to the bookstore in the mall (which is conveniently located right across the street) and picked up Rant by Chuck Palahniuk. I really wanted Lullaby and my initial intent on Friday was to purchase that novel but they didn’t have it. They won’t. They are closing the store. Tough times these days. I was poking around the last name “O” and “P” sections after choosing my Chuck Palahniuk novel and my hands grabbed a novel titled Fuck-Up by Arthur Nersesian. Sound interesting? That’s what I thought too. Read the summary on the back and it sounded like my life a little bit and to me, everything has a reason so I must have picked it up because I needed it. Maybe it will give me some insight. Maybe it will lift my spirits. Maybe I won’t feel like such a fuck-up after reading it. Who knows.
All in all, it was a decent weekend; Full of entertainment and media, which is good in my book. Oh, look, a pun!
A Change
Nov 5th
At the time of this writing, Obama just gave his speech claiming victory in the 2008 election and I am in tears. When he spoke about the 106 year old woman in Atlanta casting her ballot and all that has happened in her lifetime, I lost it. To think about how much our nation has changed in a century is amazing. I’m crying because Obama truly is the image of hope. It’s about how far you can come and what you can overcome. People don’t understand why it’s an issue that he’s black. For everyone who considers themselves African-American, it is significant. If it were an Asian man elected or even a woman, it would be significant. I think about my life as a gay man and all that my community has endured for decades before me. From before Stonewall where people could be arrested for being who they are and up until now where people simply cast a vote so that I cannot marry someone I love. To think of and be reminded of all that I’ve had to endure and all that anyone has had to endure is to make us give pause and remember that we are strong. That we can go through the most horrific of incidents and the most challenging life experiences and still be here. There were times when it was difficult just to wake up and keep going through the day being tortured by everyone around me but my life has changed and it will continue to do so. I know that it will change for the better. For us all.
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